Do you ever have one of those days when you lack total energy and focus, mostly because you're avoiding something you know you should do?
Today, I was avoiding many things, but chief among them was hills repeats.
For you non-runners, hill repeats are pretty much as awful as they sound. Run up a hill and back down. Repeat. Again. And again. Until your quads are quivering and you curse yourself for choosing such a torturous hobby.
I love running, I truly do. But I'm a fair weather friend. I love running when it's 60 degrees and sunny; when the roads are flat and empty; when I've had 12 hours of sleep and just the right amout of fuel; when there's no pollen and my asthma isn't acting up; when it feels fun and free and easy. Which pretty much means one day out of every 100.
In running, as in life, I bargain with myself. Maybe I'll skip today's run. Or maybe I'll just run two miles and skip the hills. Or maybe I'll quit after the first hill. Or maybe after the second.
When you're in baragaining mode, it's pretty easy to talk yourself out of most any and every commitment. But what I've learned in running--and what I'm trying to apply to my entrepreneurial life--is that there IS no perfect day. You'll never have enough time. Or enough sleep. Or enough money. Or enough energy. But you have to put one foot in front of the other. It's the only way to get to the top of the hill.